Winning Ruby Heart

Winning Ruby Heart coverWinning Ruby Heart

 By Jennifer Lohmann


It’s a race to their beginning… 

Exposing world-class athlete Ruby Heart’s cheating scandal five years ago made reporter Micah Blackwell’s career. Falling in love with her now could end it. Yet watching her determination to return to the top, he can’t resist the woman she has become.

Working with Ruby to tell America her story, Micah falls deeper under her spell. But at a crucial moment, his feelings for her conflict with his job—the very thing that once saved him. Now he must choose between his skyrocketing career and the unlikely love of a good woman….


Behind the Book


Winning Ruby Heart is about a lot of things, but mostly it is about second chances. Micah’s new life was forced upon him. Ruby needs a second chance due to her own bad decisions. As I mention in my Dear Reader letter at the front of the book, the genesis of the idea came while both listening to Born to Run by Christopher McDougall and a piece on NPR about Lance Armstrong. Could a character like Lance Armstrong remake her life to become the heroic figures of McDougall’s book? By making Ruby Heart the heroine of the book, I decided the answer was yes. The reader, of course, will make up her own mind.

Writing about any experience not one’s own is hard and writing about disability should not be undertaken lightly. To reference a talk local author Monica Byrne gave at Durham County Library, there is no escaping that, in writing Micah, I, a middle-class, able-bodied white woman, appropriated an experience that is not my own. Again to reference Monica, I hope Winning Ruby Heart is more than that. I strove to write a story in which Micah’s journey is not about his disability. He should be neither a source of inspiration nor of pity. Simply put, Micah is a romance novel hero with all the perfections and faults given to any man who rolls onto the page and, with a glance, seduces the heroine and the reader both.

Again, whether or not I succeeded is up to the reader.

As always, here are people to whom I owe a beer:

  • Ryan Welch, from News 14 Carolina. Thank you for helping me with the plot and with the world of sportscasting. I hope you enjoy your first romance novel. Next time, let me buy drinks.
  • Jennifer and Dabney, for beta-reading, comments, and support.
  • Karen Reid, my editor, who always reminds me that stories are better with my characters talk about their problems with one another.
  • Joran Elias, who answered all my questions about ultramarathons and recommended I watch Unbreakable.
  • To the many people who share their experience of disability online. Go read their stories.

Anything I got wrong is on me and anything I got right is on you.



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Back at the hotel, Micah connected to the wireless and started digging. Most of the pictures he found were of Ruby as the world had known her—sharp points of her short platinum hair aimed directly at her painted red lips, looking more like a younger, edgier version of Marilyn Monroe than an athlete. But buried on her college’s website was a team photo from her freshman year. There, Ruby Heart looked like the girl next door. Her hair was still short, but it lacked the snap of her Olympic haircut and was the same mousy brown he’d seen today. The eyes clinched it. Without the heavy makeup, there was nothing to hide those doe eyes gracing the face of the girl who would become America’s Darling two years after this photo was taken. Even in the picture of her during his interview, after her cheating had been revealed to the world, her brown eyes had dominated her face, giving her an aura of innocence.

“You understand what I’m going through, right?” she had asked him after the camera stopped rolling on that memorable interview. “We both had our passions taken from us.” Her voice had sounded so young, adding to the blameless look she’d had on her face and almost making him agree with her. As if their careers had ended the same way. “It wasn’t fair.” He’d added whiny to the list of her defects. When he told her that her entire athletic career hadn’t been fair to her competitors, she’d jumped back as if he’d swung a fist at her.

Micah pulled himself away from the memory, found the list of participants in today’s run, and looked for the name. According to the website, no Ruby Heart had registered, but there was a Diana Heart. A Wikipedia page didn’t offer Ruby’s full name, only a short summary of the girl’s soaring rise to greatness and her crashing fall. Icarus, with his wax wings climbing higher and higher toward the sun until the lies he’d woven into the wings melted from the heat. Only Ruby had been the genuine flying article and she’d strapped wax wings onto her back anyway.

Her stupidity left a foul taste in his mouth the bitter coffee couldn’t overpower.

The current Wikipedia photo was Ruby at her apex, with the American flag raised high over her head in a stadium of adoring fans. No amount of makeup could hide the pure joy overtaking the exhaustion on her face. The other photo on the page was a still from his interview of her—Ruby’s blond hair looking limp and fake, her eyes hurt and confused. Micah wondered how often the pictures were swapped out as the remaining few who cared—both fans and detractors—battled it out in cyberspace. Someone had cared enough about her to note that her suspension for doping was over.

While he didn’t recall the specifics of her complicated settlement, after she’d provided enough information to close several clinics, her lifetime ban had been converted into a suspension from all non-Olympic sports. Micah had a vague memory of the prep material he’d gotten for that interview, which had included Ruby’s full name and the fact that she went by her middle name.

Pitiful, really, to have disappeared from the American psyche so completely that all it took was a set of pigtails and different first name for people in your own sport not to recognize you.



Winning Ruby Heart

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"Librarian and author Lohmann, a Romance Writers of America Librarian of the Year, has written a remarkable story of a heroine who refuses to let her past mistakes define her future. Lohmann’s realistically flawed characters and emotionally compelling plot will resonate with readers who cherish ... groundbreaking contemporary romances..." -- Booklist

Seal of Excellence Award Winner

"Five years after a blood doping scandal lost her an Olympic gold medal, mid-distance runner Ruby Heart is ready for a new start. No one's more surprised by her determination than paraplegic TV sports reporter Micah Blackwell, the man who lambasted her on TV when the scandal broke. Lohmann offers a fascinating look into the world of long-distance running. The running sequences seem quite realistic, as does Ruby's motivation and love of the sport. Additionally, the author creates, in Micah, a character with challenges who never seems weak. If anything, Ruby has more weaknesses. Great job!" -- 4 & 1/2 from RT Book Reviews

"Edgy, steamy, and thought provoking, this story of two driven, self-centered athletes who have a lot to work through is, despite the convenient resolution, a compelling and rewarding read." -- Library Journal

"While Winning Ruby Heart wasn’t a perfect read, I did find it interesting, engaging, and best of all - different. If you’re looking for something out of the ordinary, I’d encourage you to give it a try, whether you love to run or only run when you’re being chased." All About Romance

"[Micah and Ruby] are real and they are sympathetic, despite their weaknesses. And Lohmann brings her readers into the lives of these two people with a rare richness of detail and emotional complexity." The Romance Dish


Winner of RT Magazine's Reviewer's Choice Award for Superromance